If I was sick and dying and you held in your possession the cure to heal me and save my life but you wanted to hold onto it because it was comfortable and you can't part with it does that make you mean and vindictive?
If a person needs help and you know exactly what they need to be all better why would you not help?
Why would you be stubborn and say I'm so sorry when you know full well you are not sorry?
Or is this an answer to the prayer I prayed not even 10-15 minutes before you said what you said?
God I really need help.