Saturday, December 5, 2015

If Not For Her

If not for her I wouldn't be the person I am today. If not for her I wouldn't be where I am today. If not for her I wouldn't be the angry person I am today. If not for her I wouldn't have fought so long and so hard to be nothing like her. Yes I love her with all my heart but she is toxic and I can no longer be around her. I am not a foot stool that you can step up on, I am not a toy that you can take off a shelf and play with when it's convenient for you. I am not a dreamer chasing a pipe dream of "her and me". I can finally see her for what she truly is, I can finally see her for what she has put me through, I can finally see her for what she expects me to be. I can no longer be those things. I am free from torment, I am free from pleasing her, I am free from that pipe dream. I am so much more than she can see. Thank you "sister."